Waters Under Earth A Ranma 1/2 Fanfic by Alan Harnum All Ranma characters are the property of Rumiko Takahashi, first published by Shogakukan in Japan and brought over to North America by Viz Communications. This copy of the story is from my centralized fanfiction archive at http://www.thekeep.org/~harnums/fanfic. I can be reached by e-mail at harnums@thekeep.org Chapter 26 : Past Sins At the door of life, by the gate of breath, There are worse things waiting for men than death -Algernon Charles Swinburne First of all, there is a mountain. Not huge, as mountains go, but big enough. The mountain is tall and steep, thrusting up several thousand feet until the sharp peaks pierce the curtain of mist that hangs heavy and low in the sky this early in the morning. Out of the mist, from the small palace complex atop the highest peaks of the mountain, a dark shape flaps out on dark wings, rising above the mist, above the mountains. The bird turns once, and speeds towards the north, following the curving line of a pass that leads through the mountain chain. The bird flies very fast, skimming across the sky, black wings spread wide. He is a raven. His name, in this time, in this place, is Shiso. Miles to the north, he soars over another mountain, rising jagged against the skyline. This one has been damaged, and recently, the most severe harm being to the cap of it, blown off as if by some great explosion, exposing an interior cave that, despite its size, is but a dot of black from this high up. Still, despite the damage, a waterfall spills down the sides of the mountain, flowing into a river that winds to the east. The morning sun has just begun to creep across the horizon, and light is spearing out across the land, painting it in the colours of the dawn, making the mist that lies amidst the mountain peaks and on the banks of the river curl and rise higher into the air, as if some vast and ancient sleeper is awaking to the light. The light seeps in through the broken crown of the mountain, and strokes across the bodies of the two great statues that lie within the exposed cave, and the scales of phoenix and dragon ripple with light. The raven turns once over the shattered mountain, and begins to follow the river, towards the rising sun. As he goes on, and the river cuts through the rocky hills, he follows the main stream, ignoring the small tributaries that wind away from the gentle flow. A mile or so to the east, he passes over a tiny village in a dip in the hilly land. Near that village are the burned ruins of a one-room house, several years old. Beyond there, the land begins to rise, and he turns slightly to the south, following the course of the river as it runs, to where it then spills down into a low valley, draining away into the ground, before it becomes the source of hundreds of tiny pools of water, glittering in the sunlight, enticing. Bamboo poles sprout from the pools, and thin walkways of damp earth sparsed with small trees range between the pools. Near the pools is a small, crude hut. To the east the bird goes still, banking low over the pools, and then rising high into the air again. He passes over a much larger village than the first, a village only just beginning to wake sleepily to morning and the light. Now he turns north, away from this more hospitable land, again towards the mountains, higher and taller than any of the others in this area. He passes over a few tiny villages, rude collections of houses, and then they disappear altogether as the terrain becomes more rocky and hostile. As he comes closer to the mountains, close enough and high enough to see the expanse of blank desert that lies beyond them, he drops from the sky, into a long pass running east and west that would be nearly invisible to an observer on the ground. He is at the end of the pass. Here, an ancient and weathered fortress is built on the lower slopes of a mountain, approachable only from the west. On the flatter slopes of the mountain, tiny figures can be seen moving, and the clash of weapons and the sound of battle cries rises into the air, quiet as whispers at this height. He turns to the west now, and follows the line of the pass for a little more than a mile, until he reaches another fortress, even more ancient than the first, slightly grander. It fills the entire pass, walls built to join with the mountains north and south protecting it from the east and west, the fortress lying between them. Perhaps it is the first line of defense for the smaller fortress, or perhaps it is meant to keep the inhabitants of the smaller fortress contained. The bird tilts downwards, and plunges through the mist towards the larger fortress, a bringer of tidings, a bearer of messages. ********** With yells, the half-dozen young men charged the single figure they surrounded, lashing out with flying kicks or quick punches. A moment later, they were all flat on their backs, knocked on average ten feet away. "Try again," Lime said cheerfully, as the boys groaned and struggled to rise. "You can use weapons this time, if you want." Herb turned away, shaking his head, and seated himself on a flat-topped rock, flipping his cloak out so it hung down his back. He folded his arms and watched as another group of boys, the oldest no more than sixteen, attempted swordplay with wooden training blades against Mint. It was comical to watch, really. There were nearly ten of the boys, all of them in top physical condition, all of them trained as warriors since they'd been old enough to walk. They stood no chance. Mint was simply too fast, disarming them almost before they even got a chance to attack, sending their weapons spinning away with his own wooden sword. If he'd wanted to, the young boy could have disabled or killed all of the others in a few quick seconds. Herb looked back at his fortress, then at the mountains, and finally at the three hundred or so young men sparring in the shadows of them. That was the population of unmarried men in the Clan of Musk under his command. The morning sun was warm on his face, a pleasant enough feeling, he supposed. He rubbed his hands together, then closed his eyes and slowly began to draw ki into himself, building it to the point where it became dangerous, and then letting it flow away into the air around him. A simple exercise, one that helped to maintain his powers in peak condition. He hadn't been able to spar against others for years now. All of his techniques were simply too dangerous. These days, he was glad of that; he was unsure if he could have managed the right mentality for sparring with anyone anymore. The pleasant tingle of drawing power suffused his body, blocking out the mild feel of the sun on his skin. If he'd wanted to, he could have demolished the entire area with his power, torn down the fortress, smashed the mountainside. (Why don't I?) He shook his head, opened his eyes, let the power drain from him. He looked around at the other boys, some sparring singly against each other with weapons or bare hands, others practicing archery or spear-throwing, a few of the bravest trying to take on Mint or Lime. They were not his friends. They were his subjects. Mint and Lime were the closest any of them came, but they were still bodyguards, not equals. His eyes narrowed. And they were both fools at the best of times, obsessed continually with talking about girls now that they had gotten some glimpses of them. (He would have them brought before him) Herb felt the anger building in him, the anger that he could not explain, and he took a long, deep breath. Another breath brought him under control. He closed his eyes again, drew the power, turned it now to enchancing his senses rather than simply holding it. Now the sunlight was like a caress on his skin, mingling with the air, the smell of sweat, the sounds of laughter, sounds of battle, weapons clashing on weapons, horse's hooves clattering on stone. His eyes snapped open, and he rose, looked down to the west where the unexpected sound had come from. A single rider was coming up the mountain slope, his mount's hooves kicking up dust in the wake of their passage. "Rogen," he muttered sourly, as the horse made its way up the slope. The other boys had noticed too, and were stopping their sparring practice to watch the rider approach. Herb turned, cape swirling. "Why are you stopping?" he snarled. "Get back to it, fools." The boys returned to as they had been before, some of the bolder ones occasionally casting a sideways glance as the rider pulled his horse to a stop and swung down, an absolute grace in his motions. "Greetings, Prince Herb," Rogen said, nodding respectfully. "Greetings, Rogen," Herb replied, studying his father's bodyguard with a vague air of hostility. In the old days, when transformed animals had been taken as wives, it was said that most of the boys born to the Musk Dynasty had the power of the animals their mothers had been in them. Despite the ending of the practice over a thousand years ago, the bloodlines could still exert their influence. It was extremely rare, happening at less than one out of every hundred births on the average, and then only within a few years after the birth of an heir to the throne of the Musk Dynasty. In Herb's generation, it had produced Mint and Lime. His father's had produced Rogen. Rogen's ears tapered to mild points, just as the ears of Herb and his two attendants did. He was tall and slender, long-limbed and muscular, his hair and beard neat and dark. Over his green tunic and pants, he wore a black cape sewn with eagle feathers, the tribute to the long-ago ancestry that had touched him. "To what do I owe the pleasure of this visit?" Herb asked icily. Rogen looked at him for a long moment, his dark eyes searching, a strange look in them that Herb had never seen before. "Your mother died in her sleep several hours ago," he said finally. "You must come with me now." Herb felt as if he'd been punched in the stomach. Hard. Rogen put a hand on his shoulder as if to steady him, and he slapped it away. "Get your hands off me." "We must go now, Prince Herb," Rogen said quietly. "Your father said you must come immediately." "Are Mint and Lime coming?" Rogen was silent for a moment before answering. "If you want them to." Herb nodded mutely. Somehow, he could not find the words to speak. ********** Kima woke to the illusion of feeling in her wings, twinging aches as if she'd been flying for too long that vanished as soon as the last of her sleepiness faded. Phantom pains. She lay there for a few moments, under sheets tangled from a restless night, and then threw off the covers and put her feet on the floor of her bedroom. Grabbing a robe from where it hung over the back of a chair near the bed, she pulled it on and belted it at the waist. Like most of her clothing, it had been cut low in the back to accommodate her now useless and crippled wings. A high collar to the garment fastened around her neck to keep it from slipping down. Glancing into a mirror as she stepped towards the door, she frowned sourly. Despite the shortness of it, her hair was a mess of spikes from all her unconscious shifting while she slept. A bath and a comb would fix it soon enough. She opened the door and stepped into the sitting room of her suite in the upper reaches of the mountain. "Mornin'." Ranma looked up from where he sat, his feet propped up on the table in the centre of the room. He had obviously discovered the bathroom upon awakening, his hair still slightly damp with water. Dressed in fresh clothing and recently bathed, he looked far better than he had the day before, when he'd finally awakened after three days of unconsciousness. As she stepped closer, though, she could see the beginnings of dark circles under his eyes, and a haunted, distant look in them. There was a book open in his lap. He pointed to it and smiled, slightly sardonically. "Interesting read, this." He laughed softly. "Funny. I can read Chinese as well as speak it now. Can't even explain why; the words just seem to fly out at me. It ain't like I'm translating them into Japanese or nothing, I just... understand it now." Kima sat down in a chair across from him and unconsciously raked a taloned hand through her tangled hair. "How do you feel this morning?" "Better." He turned a page back. "How long ago was this Book of Fire and Earth thing written, anyway?" "Three thousand years or so," she answered. He shook his head, pigtail dancing with the motion around his shoulders. "It's... pretty dead on for some things." Again, he turned a page back and traced the characters with his finger. "A false son, bearing the weight of a thousand mountains on his back, battered by a thousand seas, water over rock." His eyes were distant and sad. "False son in truth and true son in falseness, mother of sorrows, mother of grief, you shall not know your child for long as truly he is." He closed the book and put it down on the table, taking his feet off it at the same time. "Lemme show you something." Before she could say anything, he raised his hand, fingers curved upward as if to cup something in his palm. His face bore an expression of intense concentration for a second, and then his hand and fingers burst into white flame, though she felt no heat. He pursed his lips slightly, and the flames rolled down his fingers, gathered into his palm in a spherical ball, so bright they were almost painful to look at. "And the point of this is?" she asked, raising an eyebrow questioningly. "I'm not sure," he answered. "But I can do it. Easily. Like lifting a finger. I..." He paused, and looked uncertain for a moment. "I think its raw ki. Not a battle aura or an emotion projection, real, pure unformed energy." He raised his other hand, and the white flame streamed out of his cupped palm to wreath his lifted hand. "I fought a guy a while ago whose techniques kinda looked like this. He could do stuff with his ki that I'd never have been able to do; straight power blasts, ki blades, shaped beams." He clapped his hands, and the brightness faded. "Now I can. It's like a new muscle, a strong one, but..." He sighed. "I need to talk to Cologne about this. Where is she, anyway?" Kima took a moment before answering. "With Samofere, most likely." "What, right now?" Ranma asked, blinking. "They must both be early risers." She felt her teeth clench. "She probably spent the night with him." "Huh?" As soon as the word left his mouth, realization dawned on him, and he had the grace to look embarassed. "Uh..." He grabbed the book back off the table, opened it, and hid himself behind it, but not before she caught sight of his reddening face. Awkward as the air between them might be now, it at least seemed less tense. After a few seconds silence, Ranma looked over the top of the book, a faint blush still tinging his cheeks. "Is there any way I can get something to eat?" "I can send down for food," Kima replied. Ranma looked around the room. "Ain't you got a kitchen or something in this place? It's big enough for it." Kima gave him an offended look. "You expect me to cook?" she asked flatly. He shook his head, lowering the book a little more as he did. "Nahh, that's okay. You don't have to." "I never offered to," she replied crisply, standing up out of the chair and walking to the door that led out of her apartments. "I will have food brought up." She opened the door that led into the hallway. This early in the morning, no one else was about. She whistled, soft and high, and heard moments later the sound of small wings. Raising her arm, she presented a wrist, and the slight weight of the dove settled down upon it, cooing softly and regarding her with bright eyes. "Good morning, little sister," she said quietly. "I have a message for you to bear." The dove bobbed her head slightly, and took off down the passage moments later. Kima watched the blur of the small bird's wings with an odd ache in her chest. When she turned, Ranma was behind her, his arms folded over his chest, his expression slightly contemplative. "You can talk to them?" She shrugged. "Just a little. They understand what I want, and we've learned how to understand them." "That's how that wizened little bastard controlled all those crows, then?" Ranma asked. "Xande," Kima said disgustedly, suppressing a shudder at the mention of the traitor's name. "Not entirely. He was always the strongest at controlling birds, and he honed it over the years... he could force those birds to kill themselves if he wanted." "He got away, didn't he?" Ranma asked quietly. "I know Helubor didn't, but he did, right?" Kima nodded silently. She had not truly realized until now how much the thought frightened her. Xande was still out there, waiting. Ranma sighed and dropped his hands to his sides. "It really sucks being unconscious for three days. You miss too much stuff." He snorted. "I just hope Tarou doesn't do anything stupid." Shaking his head, he slammed a fist into his palm, and for a moment, an angry fear flashed across his face. "If he puts Akane in danger, I'll rip him apart." "I don't think he would," Kima said. Ranma nodded slowly. "I guess I don't think he would either..." He shrugged and turned around, gazing about the spacious living room. "This is a really nice place. You the only one who usually lives here?" A faint twinge of sadness went through her. "It it my family's chambers. And yes, I live alone." "Isn't there a kitchen?" Kima frowned. "A small one. Why does it matter?" "I guess it just woulda been easier for me to cook something than to go to all the trouble of having food sent up," he said. "It is what the kitchens are for," she replied. "To provide food for..." The words died in her throat. To provide food for the nobles, so they wouldn't have to cook for themselves. An unexpected sense of shame washed over her. Ranma tilted his head slightly and looked at her. "You don't know how to cook, do you?" Kima's frown deepened. "What do you care?" "I don't," he replied. "You don't seem the domestic type anyway." "I never really had the time to learn," she said. Or, she thought silently, the inclination. "Didn't your mother teach you or somethin'?" He said it so off-handedly that it somehow made it worse. She fixed him for a long moment with an angry glare, until his face showed the realization that he had made some grave error. "No," she said finally, in a cold voice. "She was not around to do so for long." She regretted the words almost immediately, as soon as she saw the stricken expression that passed across his face for a moment, before he lowered his head and stared at the ground. "I'm sorry," he said finally. "I didn't mean to..." Then he shut his mouth, turned, walked back to the table, sat down, and opened the book again, burying his nose in it and filling the room with the rustle of pages. Kima turned away from him and examined the door that led out into the hallway intently. She hated this confusion of emotions, hated it with a passion. Everything had been much simpler before. A soft knocking came at the door, and she pulled it open, revealing a young girl dressed in rough clothing, wings folded demurely behind her back as she knelt to present a tray. Kima bent down and took it. Straightening, she looked down into the slightly nervous face of the child and tried to smile. "Thank you." The girl's eyes darted to the side, and her nervousness increased. After a moment, Kima realized that she was looking past her, to Ranma. "You can go now," she said, nudging the door closed with her hip and turning to see that Ranma had put the book down and had been staring past her to where the child had been. In silence, she brought the tray to the round table in the centre of the room and put it down, then sat. Ranma was still looking past her, at the now closed door. "I saw her eyes," he said. "She was scared of me." He seemed to lose something, slumping heavily back into the chair. "Can't blame her, I guess. They must all be terrified of me." Kima said nothing. The presence of humans among her isolated people was not discussed; the new king had said it was allowed, and so the people accepted. But there was still an undercurrent of fear in them that she could sense. Ranma closed his eyes, put a hand over them and bowed his head. "Damn it," he said softly, dropping a loose fist against the carved arm of his chair with a dull thump. "I thought about it again." He laughed softly. "Sometimes, you know, I can forget about it for a little while, and then I almost feel normal, but then I think about it, and I remember..." His voice trailed off. He raised his head and opened his eyes to look at her. "Sorry. I shouldn't..." He pounded his hand down on the table, making dishes rattle. "God, I hate feeling sorry for myself." "What is done is done," Kima said quietly, staring at her hands. "You cannot change the past." "No," Ranma replied. "But it doesn't mean I've gotta feel good about it." She suppressed a sigh. She had tried already to make him see that what he had done was right. If she had possessed the power to strike down the traitors who had been shooting into the crowds in the Hall of Speaking, she would have done it in an instant, and never regretted it. He had the power, and had used it, and she could see that it was tearing him apart, just like killing Denkoko had been doing. And she found, to her great surprise, that she wished it was not so. She could rationalize it all she wanted, in the same way she had at first. He was somehow a necessary part of her people's survival, and for that reason she could tolerate him. But it was not that anymore, she could not lie to herself. He was her friend, she realized with a strange wonder. She had fought beside him, had had her life saved by him, had perhaps saved his, had suffered the loss of her wings because of him and had somehow forgiven him of any blame as she had seen his grief at his failure to heal the wound. It hurt her to see his hurt, because he was her friend. It had been that way for some time, since Saffron's death, even, but she had never seen it. She looked across to him, at his bowed head and sad eyes, hesitated, and then spoke. "My mother died when I was four. Childbirth is often difficult for the women of my people, and mine left her very weak and susceptible to illness. She might have lived much longer, if not for my birth." She breathed a soft sigh. "My father never blamed me, but once I was old enough to understand how her pregnancy had contributed to her death, I blamed myself for a long time, until..." She shut her mouth, realizing she was coming dangerously close to saying too much, to giving up feelings and memories that she did not want to share. "He never remarried. He was expected to, to produce a male heir, but he didn't." "Kima..." he said quietly. "Never mind," she said suddenly, surprised at her own vehemence. "It doesn't matter. I shouldn't have told you." Ranma looked as if he wanted to say something, and then silently picked up a bowl of rice and a pair of chopsticks from the tray, and began to shovel food into his mouth, making a clear intention of looking away from her. ********** The drums began first, a deep, repetive march rhythm. A moment later, the horns entered, low-pitched and mournful. Herb stood in the observation gallery, a good hundred feet above the great chamber, and watched in silence as the men under his father's command began to file into the place called the Mouth of the Dragon. The sound of flutes began to rise into the air now, laid across the drums and horns, a high, sad piping. The music rose from somewhere in the wings of the hall, beyond the range of his vision from up here. The musicians and the wives of his father's men would be there, out of his sight. The men took their seats in the long rows of benches that lay on either side of the hall, walking down a wide avenue in the centre carpeted in rich colours of gold and red. Near the end of the chamber, the floor rose up into steps, and on a raised platform of bare and polished stone, stark against the rich decoration of the rest of the chamber, the true Mouth of the Dragon stood, a carved and ancient statue rising from the rock of the platform, a slightly curved serpentine neck supporting the elegant and noble head, weathered and faded from long existence, the jaws open wide and big enough to swallow a man. "How long are we going to be here?" Mint whispered to Lime. Unfortunately for him, not quite quietly enough. Herb turned, his face twisting into an ugly snarl, and raised his hand. "Shut up. This is the last time I'm telling you." Mint cringed slightly where he stood near the door that led out into the hallways of the palace. Lime looked confused, but sank into silence, his huge hands dangling at his sides as if he were not quite sure what to do with them. Herb resisted the urge to bounce the two of them around the small room with his power, and turned again to look out from the tiny window into the Mouth of the Dragon. The mingled music of drum and flute and horn was just barely audible through the thick glass. He rested his hands on the window ledge, and bowed his head. To either side of him, thick silk curtains patterned with the shapes of butterflies and flowers were drawn away from the window, allowing him to look across the Mouth of the Dragon all the way to the other end. And now the music was sadder, sweeter, building to a pitch, gently and steadily rising, and then it stopped, an abrupt fall to silence. Directly below him, he heard the sound of the great doors that led into the Mouth of the Dragon creaking open. From above, he watched as his father walked alone down the space between the rows of benches, his long golden cape brushing against the scarlet and gold carpet as he went. He looked at the richly-dressed body his father bore in his arms, and felt an odd tugging from somewhere inside him. Her face looked older than he remembered, but, of course, he had not seen it for fifteen years. She looked peaceful. Rogen had told him she had gone quickly and painlessly. He remembered at first how all the boys had cried for their mothers when they'd been brought to the Fortress of the Boys. He had cried as well, but not for long, and always alone in his chambers. That was how his memory of it went, at least. He smirked slightly. He felt little of anything as he watched his father carry the empty shell of his mother's body up to the statue, the Mouth of the Dragon, and place her gently within the jaws of the dragon. From this distance, his father was a tiny figure, but Herb's eyesight was sharp. He saw how his mother's long hair spread out as his father laid her down, a dark blue-black. He saw how his father took her hands in his and folded them across her chest. His father took a step back. Herb could not see his face. He knew what came next; the duty of the lords of the Musk to all their people, whether they were wife or soldier. Now the silence was so great it was like a lingering vapour in the air, a heavy weight that pressed down on him. He watched as his father raised a hand. Even from so far away, the flare of light was almost blinding. When his eyes cleared, his mother was gone. He knew that what remained, the fine ash of her physical form, would fall down through the hollow neck of the dragon, down to where the waters flowed under the ground, to be carried on them, for as long as it took, until they came at last to the sea. He had done it himself for the first time when he was nearly seven, to a boy ten years older than he had been who had fallen from a ledge on the mountain and broken his neck. There was a Mouth of the Dragon here, and in his own palace to the east. The tug in him had become an ache now, like the pain of some old wound, not as fresh as it might once have been, but always there. He gripped the window ledge and stared out across the Mouth of the Dragon, as his father turned away and began to walk back down the short flight of stairs. His father looked up to where he stood. Across the distance, their eyes met, and Herb saw that his father wept. "Weak fool," Herb said softly, under his breath. All of his talk of control, and he was unable to deal with this, a simple death. But the ache would not leave him, and he felt angry at that, as he watched his father walk down the red and gold carpet, as he heard the drums begin again, and the moan of the horns, and the wail of the flutes. And as his father passed the benches, the men in them filed out and began to walk behind their king, their heads bowed, and as each joined the procession, he opened his voice and began to sing, wordlessly, a deep and droning lament. From the wings, he heard higher voices join in, the voices of the women. It seemed to reach up through the space, and grab hold of him, and before he realized it, he was opening his mouth and singing as well, if singing this could be called, wordless, pure sound of voice. Behind him, he heard Lime and Mint, who had been so silent, Lime's deep voice merging with Mint's adolescent quaver, and he gripped the window ledge so hard it felt as if it might come away in his hands. He heard the doors open again, and the men of the Musk, with Kammael their king at their head, began to leave the Mouth of the Dragon. The drone of their voices fell away, and he let his voice be silent then as well. His vision seemed blurred, and he wondered if perhaps he was still half-blinded from the light his father had made during the ceremony. "Mint, Lime," he said quietly. "Leave me." There was no sound from them but footsteps, and the opening of a door. Herb stood alone then, staring at the empty Mouth of the Dragon, at the mouth of the dragon into which the last physical form of his mother had gone. He raised a hand to his eyes, to see if he could rub away his blurred vision, and his fingers came away wet with tears. He stared at them, at how they caught the light, and felt his temper rise ugly and dark, so quickly it startled even him. His fist lashed out and slammed into the glass window before him, light of power along his arm and clenched hand, light of rage. The pain of glass shards cutting into his fingers seemed to bring him back to control somehow, and he drew back a bloody hand, as he heard the tinkle of pieces of glass falling to the floor a hundred feet below, breaking into still further pieces. "Damn it," he whispered. He heard the door open, and turned. The figure in the long, hooded white cloak closed the door behind it, and came forward. He saw a flash of black clothing beneath the cloak as it walked towards him. He could see no face; the hood covered everything. "Get out," he growled, raising a clenched fist. "I need to talk to you," she said, and it was a woman, he realized, a woman's voice, and he felt the slight tremble of rage course through him. (He would have them brought before him) He strode forward and snatched the hood down, and stared for a moment of livid shock into his own face, the face that had been the focus of his hate for months now, the weak, soft, beautiful woman's face that he had worn for that cursed time that the Chisuiton had locked him into that feeble female body. And then his hand seized the girl's throat in a tight grip. "Who are you?" he demanded savagely. (Kill her) The girl did not answer, and he squeezed. The rage was terrible in him, so vast that it consumed all else, and he stared into her eyes, a pale scarlet colour like his, and saw that there was no fear in them, and that somehow stoked the anger, like a flame touched with breath. (KILL HER!) And he drew back his other hand, and lifted her from the ground by the throat, and on the hand he raised he made a blade of his power. (KILL HER NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW-) And she reached forward and touched her fingers to his temples, and the world exploded and he was bodyless formless without shape and as he drew back his hand and a blade of light gathered (KILL HER KILL HER KILL HER) and he was in a place where no light shone at all her fingers were like a whip upon his face like a blade like fire and he saw a shape unfold from the darkness and it was a gate and a man and it wore armour and it was armour and it had hair like silver kissed with sunlight and a face so fair that he wanted to fall down and worship it and the man the gate the armour spoke and the words were written on the darkness in shapes of fire as the doors opened I AM THE WAY INTO THE DOLEFUL CITY, I AM THE WAY INTO ETERNAL GRIEF, I AM THE WAY TO A FORSAKEN RACE. and beyond was an army so great it filled everything and the red eyes of the man the gate the armour were filled with perverse glee and a hatred so pure it was beautiful as all pure things are BEFORE ME NOTHING, NO ETERNAL THINGS WERE MADE, AND I SHALL LAST ETERNALLY. ABANDON EVERY HOPE, ALL YOU WHO ENTER. the man was the gate was the armour was the key was beckoning to him (Come to me beloved child) and he was falling, and a hand caught his, and there was a word, and it was hidden grief and forgotten pain and tears shed unwillingly and it was memory lost and it was the word rising from his lips and it was Mother. He staggered back, catching himself back against the window ledge with his trembling hands. He stared into the face in front of him, the soft mirror of his own, and for a moment he could not speak, and as he stared into that face, he remembered, as the smell of forest might bring back memories decades past in old men, or the certain catch of sunlight on the surface of the waves. "Wiyeed," he said at last. "Hello, Herb," the girl said, rubbing at her throat, yet smiling all the same. With the hood pulled down now, he could see her hair, the same colour as his, and the slash of blue in the forelock that hung over her eyes. "Do you remember me now?" He nodded mutely. He did not understand how he could have forgotten. The memories of the second child beside him in the cradle, the other shape swaddled in his mother's arm, were as clear as yesterday. She seemed to read his thoughts. "We weren't even three when they separated us, brother." "What did you do to me?" he asked. The rage was gone. He examined from every angle his desperate urge to kill her, even if he had not realized who she was, and found no reason for it. He should not have lost his temper. There had been no provocation. "I drove him back," Wiyeed said softly, and her smile vanished instantly, her face as hard as ever his had been, and a hate in her eyes as great as any that his eyes had ever held. "It was very hard, and I barely managed." "Who?" Herb said quietly. "The World-Hater," his sister answered venomously. "The eternal legacy of Ganziao's Curse was that it allowed him to reach out into the minds of the male line of our family ever since the Dragon Tribe was broken fourteen centuries ago." Herb looked at his sister for a moment. "Ganziao the Founder?" Now his sister spat upon the floor. "May his name be cursed till the end of time." "No less cursed than the name of Fukwan the Traitor," Herb murmured. His sister's expression softened slightly, and her eyes were sad. "Aye," she said quietly. "No more and no less cursed than hers." She straightened her white cloak slightly over her black, long-skirted dress, and tugged the hood up slightly over her pale hair. "Father wishes to speak with us now. It is most important." Herb looked at her for a moment. "What if what you had done to me had not cured me?" She looked back at him. "You are not cured. You still must control yourself. Father says you have always had an awful temper." "I can keep it under control," Herb said angrily. "For now, at least. Now answer me, Wiyeed. What if it had not worked?" She regarded him levelly. "I would have blown your head off." "And if I'd killed you first?" She smirked at him. "You wouldn't have." He laughed, then, to his surprise and his sister joined him as they stepped towards the door. ********** Kima glanced to her right as she strode down the hallway, bootheels tapping against the stone. Next to her, Ranma raised a hand and lightly brushed it across Shiso's head. The bird sat on his shoulder, bobbing his head in time to the rhythm of Ranma's walk. "Why do they want to see us?" she asked the bird. He turned his head and regarded her with dark, depthless eyes. "We shall see, now won't we?" The raven had come a few minutes after she'd finished breakfast in uncomfortable silence, tapping at the door and delivering the message that Samofere and Cologne wanted to speak with the two of them. After the first sighting of her and Ranma, word had spread down the corridors of the palace complex, and now the corridors were deserted of any people. They walked in a silence nearly as uncomfortable as the one they'd eaten in, through the tall, narrow hallways. Up a short flight of stairs and around a corner, and they stood before a set of double doors. Kima pushed one open, and a breath of mountain air came wafting in, running through her hair and ruffling Shiso's feathers slightly. The raven huffed and shook them back into place, as she and Ranma stepped out onto the long, roofed bridge that spanned between two peaks of the mountain. "I remember this place," Ranma said suddenly, the first words he'd spoken since they'd left her quarters. "I see you repaired the bridge." Kima nodded in silence as they walked up. Up ahead, two huge doors graven with the image of the phoenix led into the king's chambers, the ones that belonged to Samofere now. Outside the door, Loame and another one of his men stood in their dark clothing and silvery armour, Loame's hands wrapped around the haft of his hammer as the head of it rested on the ground, and his companion holding a long spear loosely in one hand. The worker chief gave a respectful nod to her, and perhaps to Ranma, and gave one of the doors a light push. It swung open with a slight rasp of hinges, admitting them to the king's chambers. As they walked through, Kima saw Loame's subordinate looking at Ranma with almost undisguised hostility, which no one except her seemed to notice. Inside the immense quarters of the king, Cologne and Samofere knelt on the floor at a round table far too large for only two people. "Ahh, welcome," the new king said, a weary smile creasing his young, dark face as they entered. "Sit down. We must talk." Shiso launched off of Ranma's shoulder with a beat of his wings, and settled down in the middle of the round table in a huddled ball of black feathers, tucking his head under one wing and seeeming, for all appearances, to go to sleep. Kima took a seat on the floor before the immense round table. A moment later, Ranma sat down with his hands on his knees, managing to locate the point at the table that put him as far away as possible from all three of the others. "It is good to have you back among us," Samofere said, glancing to Ranma. "Much has happened since..." "I know," Ranma said sharply. "I've heard all of it I need to know." Surprised, Kima looked at his face quickly. She could read nothing from it, no sign of what was going on below the surface. "Ranma..." Cologne began, a vague hint of dissatisfaction in her voice. Ranma turned to look at her. "Let me talk, Cologne." His voice was steady, unusually so for him, and his words seemed more carefully formed as he went on. "I've had enough of stumbling around in the dark. I want some answers for once, and I think I deserve them." The faintest wince passed across Cologne's face. "Ask and we shall see what we can..." "What in the hell is happening to me?" Kima frowned and stared at the table, detecting now the agonized undertone of his voice, which did not fade as he continued. "I thought I had it under control. I really did. And then I did it again. I killed again." And there it was, the barest tremble in his voice, and she focused intently on the table, studied the grain of wood, knowing no way to speak, waiting to hear Cologne and Samofere answer. "As I understand it," Samofere said softly. "Your friend, the other boy..." "Tarou ain't my friend," Ranma interrupted. "As you like it," Samofere acquiesced. "He brought an object into the Hall of Speaking, a golden pearl that he was given when he stayed below Jusendo... it carried a part of the dragon's will with it, and it brought the fire from the water, and empowered you with some of her strength." "And made me kill Helubor and the guys with the guns?" Ranma asked quietly. "No," Samofere replied, just as quietly, and Kima heard the tint of sorrow in her king's voice. "That you did yourself. It was asked of you, but it was your choice." "It wasn't my choice," Ranma said. Kima raised her head, and now there was no mask across his face, only the agony of guilt, shining in his eyes, in the twisted lines of his mouth. "Was it not?" Samofere asked. "If you had not killed Helubor when you did, he would have killed Kima. If you had not killed those traitors when you had, who knows how many more deaths they might have caused?" A quaver passed across Ranma's features, and he slowly shook his head. "Helubor, yeah. I don't feel bad about him at all. I..." He hung his head slightly, and then glanced up to Kima. "Maybe I knew that if I didn't kill him, he woulda killed you, and if there's one thing I ain't ever gonna feel bad about, it's killing that bastard so you could live." Kima felt her lips edge up in the barest of smiles. "I suppose, given the circumstances, I appreciate the sentiment." Ranma looked away from her then, back to Cologne and Samofere where they sat near each other. "But I didn't need to kill those other guys. I had the power to stop them without killing them, and I didn't." "It was the decision of a second," Cologne said flatly, her eyes betraying no more emotion than her voice. "You made the choice. It was the easiest way to stop them." "But the easy way is not necessarily the right one," Ranma answered softly, leaning his elbows on the table and cradling his chin in his palms. "Yes," Cologne agreed, a trace of tired regret entering her voice. "That too is true." "Be that as it may," Samofere said. "What is past is past." He looked around the table, and his face was sad. "Is there any one of us here who has not done things that we regret? Acts that we wish we could take back, or change?" Kima felt a dull ache in herself, saw it mirrored in the faces of Cologne and Ranma, and in Samofere's face, and she knew that all of them saw it on her face. "I cannot say that I have done no wrong in my life," she said finally, to break the silence. "Even sometimes that I have done wrong and believed that I did right. But I go on. If we cannot undo what wrongs we have done, we may at least seek to rise above them." "She is right," Cologne added, her voice barely audible. "None of us are without stains upon our souls." "No," Samofere said quietly, nodding his head and staring at the table. "No," Ranma repeated, smiling sadly. "I guess that's just the way it is, right?" And then the smile fell away from his face, but his face did not fall into melancholy, but into a hard and fierce determination. He stood up. "So what now? This isn't over by a long shot. Whoever sent Galm after us is still out there. Xande's still out there. So's the Circle Eternal." There was a brightness in his eyes now, a flash of fire, and he folded his arms across his chest and seemed to stand straighter. "The dragon under Ryugenzawa said I'm supposed to unite the people of Jusenkyou, right? I damn well can't do it sitting around here and moping." And then he smiled, entirely differently from the smile of moments earlier, confident and unafraid. Kima smiled, against her expectations, saw Cologne break into a grin, saw Samofere follow a second after she did. "Bravo, boy," Cologne said. "That's an attitude I'm more used to from you." "Hell," Ranma said, shrugging his shoulders. "What I saw under Jusenkyou, under Ryugenzawa... letting that be destroyed would be a heck of a lot worse than anything else I could do." In the centre of the table, the sleepy ball of black feathers shook slightly, and Shiso poked his head out from under his wing. "Jusendo." "Hmm?" Ranma said, looking to the bird. Shiso stood up, stretching his wings and fluttering them. "Back to where it began. To the heart of the matter." Samofere slowly nodded. "That was, in fact, what I was going to suggest. I need you to go to Jusendo, Ranma, to the heart of it, where the Dragon Tap and the Phoenix Tap are placed." Ranma tilted his head to the side and looked at the winged man. "Why?" "You'll see when you get there," Samofere answered cryptically. Ranma shook his head. "Not good enough. Why?" "I cannot say," Samofere said. "To tell you why might change too much. Do you trust me enough to go?" Kima watched as Ranma studied Samofere, long and hard. Finally, he shook his head. "No. I don't. Tell me why." "And if I cannot tell you?" Ranma's eyes narrowed slightly. "Then maybe I won't go." "Perhaps you won't," Samofere answered in a level voice. They stared at each other for a few seconds that seemed to drag on forever, and then Ranma swore under his breath and looked away. "One of these days," he said quietly, glaring at Samofere and Cologne in turn. "I'm going to get back at the two of you for all this enigmatic mumbo-jumbo." "You will go, then," Cologne said, as statement and not question. Ranma nodded, though his face was angry. "I'll go." "I wish I could go with you," the Joketsuzoku said. "But I am needed here." Kima saw the eyes of her king and Cologne meet for a second, and she felt a vague twince of dissatisfaction that she quickly suppressed before it could show on her face. "So do I go alone, then?" Ranma asked quietly. Kima turned her eyes to again staring intently at the table. There was a long silence. "Fine," Ranma said finally. "Hey bird, come on. You can keep my company, at least." "I'm really needed here a lot these days," Shiso's voice answered croakingly. "Oh." She heard him sigh softly. "Guess I'll go and get my stuff together, then." ********** Ranma folded another shirt, and carefully tucked it into his backpack. He made sure the straps holding the flap opening closed were tight, and then attached his bedroll. The pack was old and weathered. He had carried it to Phoenix Mountain and back to Japan, and then to the mountain where he had killed Denkoko. It had been brought through the cold unlight that had lain between Jusenkyou and Ryugenzawa, and it had been taken from him for a time when he'd been a prisoner. Now it was in his hands again, and he was using it as it was meant to be used, to prepare for travel. He glanced around the large, plain room that he had occupied, the bed where he had lain unconscious in, the chair where Cologne had been when he'd awakened. The pale, bluish glow of the lamps on the walls scarred the white sheets with talons of light and shadow. There was nothing else beyond the bed and chair, and he was sure that it had been unused until they'd stuck him here to recover. A knock sounded from beyond the metal-banded wood of the door, and he turned his head to look at the direction of the noise. "Yeah?" Kima pushed the door open and stepped inside, a slightly troubled look on her face. "I thought you might want this." "What?" he asked suspiciously, studying her. She was wearing a form-fitting white robe with the image of the two phoenixes supporting the sun, a garment similiar to the one she'd had on when she'd talked to him after he'd awoken, but the trim of the hem and sleeves was a dark blue this time. "This," she said, raising a hand and flipping him something that he caught more by instinct than anything else. He stared at the photo in the torn leather wallet. Akane's photo. The troubled look had not left Kima's face. "She had it tucked into her blouse when I pulled her out of the spring after it was ready. I didn't know what to do with it, so I tossed it away somewhere in my room. I forgot I had it until a little while ago." "Thank you," Ranma said quietly, genuinely touched despite the angry memories her words brought back for him. He tucked the photo inside his shirt, and vowed silently that this time he wasn't going to lose it. "Are you ready to go now?" He looked up, buttoning the ties of his red shirt to keep the photo safe against his chest and gave her a weary grin. "Yeah." "Better if you go through less-travelled passages," she said, turning and walking out the open door. "The less attention you attract among my people, the better." Ranma silently rose, hauling up his pack by one strap and slinging it over one shoulder as he followed her. Going through the sitting room, they stepped through another door, and into what he presumed was Kima's bedroom. He glanced over it momentarily. The bed and furniture bore the same obsessive level of decoration with phoenix icons that everything else in Phoenix Mountain did, and he saw very little that gave the room any kind of personal touch. He got the impression she spent very little waking time in the place. "Why are we in here?" he asked. Kima glanced back from where she stood by a tall chest of drawers. "Loame and his Order aren't the only ones who have secret tunnels in the mountain. This one isn't much of a secret any more, but it is unused." Ranma's eye caught on something in the wall near where she stood, and the outline of a door seemed to fall into place suddenly across the stone, the cracks of the frame almost unnoticeable. "What's that for?" Kima took a step over and pushed against it, hard, and with a grating of stone on stone, it swung open, revealing a dark passage and a long stretch of stairs that the light of the lamps in the room failed to reach to the end of. "Back when the political infighting was more than just words and blackmailing, it was important for the highest-ranking families to have a back door out if needed." She shrugged; crippled wings shrugged in time with the motion of her shoulders, then drooped lifelessly again down her back. "It hasn't been needed for centuries now." "How high is your family, anyway?" Ranma asked, stepping up to stand beside her before the revealed passage. "Highest in the ranks of the nobles now that Xande's line has been stricken from the records due to his treachery," Kima said quietly. "The men of my family served as the king's guardians for ten centuries before me. I am the first woman to hold the position." He only saw her face in the profile, but he saw the trace of bitterness in her smile. "I suspect that I shall also be the last." From a pocket of her robes, she produced the ivory box that held the glowing stone, and flipped it open. The pale light staggered across her face and into the darkness beyond the stairs. "Come. This will take you to the only untrapped ground-level entrance." They walked in silence down the twining and ancient steps, Ranma following behind her as she went. The walls were low and confining, and after a few minutes, Ranma began to feel slightly claustrophobic. As they passed through another hidden door into another empty section of the rough passageways that twined throughout the mountain, the feeling increased. He and Kima were a narrow circle of light in the pressing darkness, and just as he began to feel as if he could take it no longer, he felt a cool breath of air against his face. Turning a corner, he saw a crack of light that soon became a tiny exit from the mountain, so small they both had to duck their heads to go through it. It lay almost totally hidden in the shadow of a massive rock. Down a gentle slope of loose scree, he could see the long pass winding off north and south through the range of the mountains. He turned and looked up, to the mists that hung about the high spires of Phoenix Mountain. Beyond it, he saw scattered winged shapes, soaring and darting among the peaks. Glancing to the side, he saw Kima doing the same, a look of such wistful longing on her face that it hurt to see. "Guess I'll go now," he said weakly. She said nothing, craned her head back further and folded her arms across her chest, the long sleeves of her robe brushing silkily against each other. "I'm coming with you." For a moment, Ranma could not speak. Finally, he managed a slightly shocked, "What?" She tilted her head back down and looked at him. "I just realized it now. What need is there for me here? Samofere does not need my protection. He does not need my advice. The question arises of how I may best serve my people, and the only answer that I find now is that I must see whatever fate has enfolded you through. It binds us all, somehow, the fate of all the people of Jusenkyou." Ranma could only stare at her for a time, and then finally nodded his head. "If that's the way you feel..." "It is," she said. She turned away from him and raised her hand to the air. She whistled, as he'd heard her do earlier in the morning, a sound almost hauntingly beautiful in the still and stony silence of the mountains. A white shape descended from the mists, spiralled down through the air on small wings, and landed upon her wrist. She leaned her head down and whispered something to the dove, and then flung it free to the air, her gaze following it as it soared away again into the mists. "Samofere and Cologne will know my choice soon enough," she said, turning back to him. "We should go now." Slowly, Ranma nodded, and began to walk down the slope towards the mountain trail. ********* Kammael, King of the Musk, did not appear to be an old man. Despite being well into his sixties, he looked at the most in his early forties. A few lines had woven themselves into a face, and the living showed in his eyes, which had darkened over the years from a red like that of his children to a crimson so dark as to be almost black. His hair had been white since his birth, of course, and he wore it long and unbound with a slight, pointed beard. He shifted slightly in his elaborate and baroque throne, and with that shifting shifted the blade in the sheath across his legs. With a strong, unlined hand, he closed his fingers around the golden dragon that shaped the hilt, and pulled an inch or so of the curving, slender sword from its dark wooden scabbard, watching the way light was split across the blade. His wife was dead less than a day, and he could already feel it coming back, so much stronger this time, as if all the power of hate contained by that long holding-back had returned at once. His will kept it in check for now, but will would only carry him so far. The large throne room was empty of the usual attendants. Thick curtains of gold and scarlet were drawn closed about the huge windows that opened to views of the mountains, and the silence of the room hung heavy upon him. One of the large double doors opened, and Rogen stepped lightly into the room. Five years his king's junior, the bodyguard looked ten years the senior, his eyes hard and dark in a lined, weatherbeaten face. "Do you wish longer, my king?" he asked quietly, his voice breaking the silence. Kammael shook his head and rose up from the throne, holding the Dragon's Blade in one hand, the ancient symbol of what his heritage had once meant that had only recently been found again. "No." Rogen's cape of black silk and brown feathers swirled behind him as he walked across the richly carpeted floor, to meet Kammael as he descended the short flight of steps that led down from his throne. "And where shall it be done?" How ancient the words, more than a thousand years now. A small age compared to that of the sword he held, a vast time to a mortal man. "Here, before my throne, that shall be my son's, that was my father's before me." "It is well then, my king," Rogen said, and his eyes betrayed none of his feelings for what was to come. "Do you feel fear?" Kammael answered as he knew he must. "No. I know no fear of this." "It is well then, my king," his old friend said again, and perhaps there was the barest flicker in his dark brown eyes. "I am ready when you are." Kammael was silent for a moment, and then spoke. "Rogen, was it right what was done to my children?" Rogen answered immediately. "You did as has been done for a thousand years, my king. Twins of the blood of your line are always separated. The girls go to the north. The boys stay here. And they shall have no knowledge of each other until such time as is judged best." Kammael smiled slightly. "But was it right?" Rogen was silent. "It does not matter," the king said at last, warmly clapping his friend on the shoulder. "I am ready, Rogen." "Herb will make a fine king," Rogen said after a moment. "Perhaps he will," Kammael said. The two men looked at each other, and then embraced like brothers, strongly and tightly. Kammael stepped back and held out the Dragon's Blade to Rogen. "Hold it until he returns, friend." Rogen took it. There were tears in his eyes now. Kammael reached up to his shoulders and undid his cape, letting it fall to the patch of stone floor that lay between the edge of the carpet and the edge of the steps that led up to his throne. He took off the armour of dragon scales that he wore on his shoulders and arms and legs, and stood clothed only in white now, not the red-trimmed white his son wore, but only white, pure and clean like snow. He remembered snow in the mountains, and walking with his wife when they were young as the snow fell all around them. He knelt before Rogen, remembering all the times that his bodyguard, his old friend, had knelt before him, and bowed his head. "I, Kammael, Lord of the Musk, kin to dragons, live now for a short time, again vulnerable to the darkness that claimed my ancestors Ganziao and Fukwan and broke the Dragon Tribe. But better it is to die holding my own fate in my hands than live a tool of that darkness." There were tears in his own eyes now, as he felt Rogen hand him the long dagger, the point sharp and glinting, felt his friend's fingers curl about his own and place the blade over his heart. He could feel it prick against his skin through his clothing. There was no fear now; fear had departed long ago, and sadness, and all else. He felt peaceful now, and he had always expected the peace would come after. Rogen's hand tightened on his, and they held the hilt together, and then Kammael drove himself down upon the blade even as Rogen drove it up towards him. And then there was peace no longer, only sharp and piercing pain so great that he could not bear it and cried out softly, like a child, but only for a few moments, and then he felt the peaceful darkness come rushing down upon him, as his body sagged into Rogen's arms. When he knew his king was dead, Rogen of the Musk lifted Kammael's body into his arms, and bore him silently through empty hallways. The men of the Musk and their wives were all in their quarters now. They had all known what was coming, had known it would come but had never expected it, and then it had come with the death of Kammael's wife in the earliest hours of the morning. He bore him to the place called the Mouth of the Dragon, and to the statue within that place called also the Mouth of the Dragon, and he laid his king's body out upon a pire of wood within the mouth of the dragon, and he did for him what the king of the Musk had done for all those of his clan who had died under his reign. And when that was done, and the ashes of the king had gone to join those of his wife, Rogen walked, still in silence and now without tears, to the highest tower of the Fortress of the Men, and he rang the great bell that was tolled for only two reasons. Once, and the sound rang off the mountains and down the pass, reaching all the way to the Fortress of the Boys. That first tolling meant that the king was dead. Again, and, low-pitched and booming, the bell echoed into the mountain air, doubled and redoubled with the echoes of that first tolling. That second tolling meant that there was a new king. The new king, of course, knew nothing at all about any of this, and wouldn't find out for some time. ********** Ranma was halfway down the gentle slope that led towards the trail, small stones scattering under his feet, when Kima paused and stared back at Phoenix Mountain. Ranma stopped as well, turning on his heel to look at her. "Kima?" The expression on her face was pensive for a moment, then softened. "I need water." He reached behind to his pack and pulled off his canteen, not understanding why until it was in his hands. "What do you want to change for?" She regarded him coldly. "I attract too much attention in this form, and I'm walking either way, aren't I?" Troubled, Ranma handed her the canteen and turned his back to her. He heard the slight pop as she opened it, and then an almost inaudible splash. "Here," Akane's voice said. He turned back and took the canteen back, trying not to look at her and failing. The robe that had been flattering on her before was now slightly too large on the smaller cursed body. Against all his desires, he found himself looking at her eyes, the pale blue replaced by the brown of Akane's irises. He tore his head away, strangled the pain that rose raw in his very being. He felt a hand fall upon his shoulder from behind, and he studied it intently, the shape of it, as if looking for something that would reveal to him the falseness of the form. But it was all there, down to a small scar across one knuckle of the little finger that he'd always noticed on Akane's left hand but had never asked about. "Don't touch me," he snapped, pulling away. He heard her make a small exhalation of breath from behind him, a deep sigh. "What's wrong?" He forced himself to turn and look at her. He gazed at her eyes, trying to see behind them at the truth, but there was so much of Akane in that gaze that he could not. "It just hurts to see her," he answered at last, very quietly and not sure how he managed to get the words out. Kima stared at him with Akane's eyes for the silence of a few long seconds. "I'm not her." Ranma smiled, very slighly, very bitterly. "I know." She frowned. "It is not avoidable. I cannot travel on the ground in my natural form." As she stepped by him, he caught a flash of long, slender leg through the high cut in one side of her robe, and again he felt a sense of deep and unattainable longing. Resigned, he began to walk down the slope after her, eyes studying the ground, the fall of shadow across stone, interplay of light with darkness scarring the mountain. The sun was high in a blue canvas of white clouds. "Do you miss her?" He glanced up, and slowly nodded. "Yeah. I miss her a lot." Kima kept on walking, not looking back as she continued to talk. "You love her." He nodded again. "I guess so." "I am sure you will see her again." He felt the familiar, bitter smile return. "But once she finds out all I've done, will she want to see me?" Kima stepped onto the rough, rocky dirt of the winding trail, and glanced back over her shoulder. A slight breeze played through the dark bangs of Akane's hair, swept them across her eyes. "I don't know. I'm not her, am I?" Ranma leaned against a huge boulder taller than he was, tossed onto the trail long ago by a rockslide. "Nope." He turned, suddenly, and slammed his fist against the rock, cracking the massive stone in half so that both sides crashed thunderously to the ground, the sound echoing between the mountains that rose all around them. "Ranma..." Kneeling, he pressed his hand against one of the flat sides of the rock. He felt a tingle on his skin, knew the dragon writhed beneath his shirt upon his flesh, and the tingle rushed up his arm in a singing glory, and the power flared on his hand, so bright he could not look at it. The hand print sunk into the stone was detailed enough to see fingerprints in it. River roared in his head, whirled and sank down as he stood. "What have I become?" he mused, turning his hand back and forth. Kima slapped him with Akane's hand. "Enough," she snapped, glaring at him, the anger so fierce on her face that he almost stepped back. "What happened to your big rush of confidence? I was almost sure you were done feeling sorry for yourself back when you were talking in Samofere's chambers." Ranma touched his fingers to the stinging mark upon his cheek, and stared into the anger in the eyes, the sad, unwanted anger that he had seen in those eyes before. He smiled, a third smile, more bitter than the last two. "Maybe it's just that whatever's ahead doesn't seem like much compared to what I've left behind." Her face tightened, the anger grew in her eyes, and then she turned away imperiously, the long skirts of the robe sweeping about her legs, and began to walk away. Ranma followed her in silence, up the trail to the north, towards Jusendo and whatever else. ********** Ranma and Kima reached Jusendo in the late afternoon, when the sun was falling into the west, walking in long and uncomfortable silence. They picked their way up the outside slopes to reach the top, the battle between Ranma and Saffron having collapsed many of the inner tunnels that wound through the mountain. On some of the more difficult slopes, Ranma had to help Kima along, and each touch of his hand to the hands that belonged to Akane sent a momentary shudder through his mind. Now they stood in the shattered heart, and looked about the massive cavern, now open to the air, at the mutilated statues of the dragon and the phoenix, and at the rubble strewn across the floor. Sunlight sprawled lazily through the broken crown of the mountain, streaked itself across the floor and walls and chased shadows into the corners. The water that had flooded the cavern when Ranma had broken the Dragon Tap had long ago drained away; beyond the shattered walls, he could hear the sound of the waterfall spilling down the side, to source the river that flowed towards Jusenkyou in the east. Ranma walked up to the lip of the huge, empty pool that Saffron's egg had rested in. Fragments of shell, the inner parts chased with all the colours of the spectrum and the outer portions smooth and white, littered the basin. "I guess this is where everything began, wasn't it?" he said quietly. "I suppose it is," Kima said, standing at his shoulder in Akane's body. "The fall of Saffron was the last sign." Ranma shrugged and pulled off his backpack, then sat down, resting against the marble edge of the basin and massaging his legs to try and rid the muscles of the twinges he'd acquired after hours of walking compounded by the climb up the slopes of the mountain. "So what now?" "I want to change back," Kima said bluntly, sitting down beside him. "I don't like being in this body any longer than I have to." Ranma began to open his pack to get out the kettle, and then paused, an impulse coming over him. "Lemme try something." He raised his hands and held them before him, as if he cupped a sphere between them. He thought of how Cologne had shown him this, a few hours before Tarou had shown up, before Galm. He had nearly forgotten it until now. He felt a pleasant tingle through his skin, a cool suffusion that left him feeling cleansed and peaceful. His sight seemed somehow clearer and obscured at the same time, a swimming distortion of his vision that was in some ways a clarity. Draw them in, he whispered silently to himself, draw them in, draw it from the air, draw, come, oh come to me, oh waters... And between his hands, the air shimmered, and a misty orb of blue light came first, and then a transition so fast it was almost not visible, a coalescing into moisture, clear water held between his hands. And he shaped the power with ease, with joy, sent it flowing into the water as fire, saw the bubbling as the heat of the water increased, and it was easy, and yet so hard, like a child taking the first tentative steps that will lead to more, to steadiness, to running. He turned to Kima and let the sphere bob above the palm of one hand, wisps of steam rising from the orb of warm water he held suspended. He grinned. "Easier than making a fire." He put his hand over her head, and released the water from the hold he had upon it. It splashed down, ran for a moment across the darkness of hair that turned in an eyeblink to white, sending damp bangs draping over eyes now pale and blue. Kima shook her head, and ran a taloned hand through her hair that came away with water droplets dancing on the fingers. "Useful trick." She stood up and stretched her arms over her head, the motion making her wings move with her shoulders before they again dropped limply. Ranma rose to his feet, brushing his hands against his pants and feeling, oddly, much better than he had in a long time. "Yeah. Useful trick." "Hail and well met, Ranma Saotome." Startled, they both turned at the unfamiliar voice, Ranma crouching slightly on the balls of his feet, Kima reaching for the sword that hung at her belt. Ranma watched in surprised silence as Herb of the Musk stepped from behind the serpentine length of the Dragon Tap that lay nearby, sunlight flashing off the burnished golden scales of his armour, his long cloak seeming to float behind him as he walked. A dozen steps from them, Herb paused and looked past Ranma's shoulder. "Did you know about this, Wiyeed? Is this why father wouldn't tell me why we had to come here?" Ranma whirled, and blinked at the girl standing behind them, wearing a long, dark dress with a white cloak thrown loosely around her shoulders. She was the twin of Herb's cursed form, except for her hair, which hung long and unbound, nearly to her waist. "Hail and well met, Lord of Waters," she said formally. "Hail and well met, Child of Phoenix." Ranma looked from Herb to his twin, and then shook his head and sighed. "Hail and well met, Herb, and whoever the heck you happen to be." He glanced to Kima, and saw her regarding Herb with barely-veiled anger. "So this is why Samofere would not tell why you had to come here," she half-snarled. Herb arched an eyebrow at her and a thin smile came onto his face. "Do I detect hostility?" Kima's face darkened. "The memory of Phoenix Mountain is long, childkiller." The girl in the white cloak spoke. Her voice was as Herb's had been when he was female, though her tones were more gentle, less harsh. "That sin is a thousand years past, and my brother has killed no children." Kima turned slowly and looked at the girl, her hostility lessening only slightly from Ranma's perspective. "I know of older sins than that which still stain the world today." "Aye," the girl said softly. "That which is truly evil cannot ever truly die." Kima went silent, bowed her head and looked at the ground, and Ranma turned his attention to Herb. "What are you doing here, Herb?" The Musk prince, now only a few feet from him, ground his teeth together audibly. "I wish I knew myself. Sister, if you would explain to me, I would be most grateful." The girl Herb called his sister laughed, a silvery sound, and shook her head as she came towards them, long hair flashing about her face. "Aren't you going to perform the ceremony, brother?" Herb looked startled for a moment, and then glared at his sister. Ranma could feel the tension crackle through the air between them for a moment, and then, to his surprise, the prince took a step forward and knelt before him. "Ranma Saotome," he said, looking up at Ranma from behind the stark white of his bangs. His crimson eyes held an angry look as he spoke, and something else that Ranma could not place. "I am in your debt for my life, the highest debt that may be held. We of the Musk hold to our debts. My life falls before yours." Ranma stared at the suddenly humbled man, and another piece of the puzzle fell into place. "Stand up, Herb." As the tall prince stood, the words seemed to come to him, though he knew not from where. "You were a great foe and a worthy opponent." He extended his arm. Herb stared at it for a moment, and then grabbed it, his fingers digging powerfully into Ranma's forearm. Ranma did the same, and locked eyes with the prince. Herb smiled at him, but it didn't reach his eyes. "Master Herb!" Herb pulled his hand out of Ranma's grip and spun around, cloak swirling. A hulking figure in a dark tunic and pants with tiger-striped shoulder pads loped across the cavern floor from near one of the tunnels leading into the depths of the mountain, a smaller boy darting along beside him. Ranma was certain he heard Herb groan softly as Mint and Lime approached. "What are you two doing here?" he snapped. "Lime was right," Mint muttered, frowning and staring past Herb and Ranma. "You did come out here to have fun with girls." "You could have brought us along," Lime said accusingly. "We haven't seen any girls since we went to Japan." "Maybe he didn't want to share," Mint said sulkily. He seemed to notice Ranma for the first time. "Hi." "Hey," Ranma said, regarding Herb's two bodyguards. "Do you still have those big breasts you had before?" Lime asked, walking up and patting Ranma's chest with one huge hand. "Master Herb got rid of his at Jusenkyou once we got back. I think he should have kept them. They were pretty." Ranma saw Herb's face twist uglily. "Shut up, you imbeciles," he snarled, and raised a hand. Ranma got out of the way in time. Herb's hand flared with light, and Mint and Lime were knocked sprawling as if by a great fist. They picked themselves up off the rubble-strewn floor, complaining and rubbing their heads. Herb raised his hand again, and they quieted. "We talk. Now," he said, walking up to Mint and Lime and grabbing an arm from each of them. He half-dragged them off to a corner of the cavern, and began berating them in a low voice. Ranma turned to see Kima and Herb's sister engaged in something akin to a staring contest. Kima broke her gaze away as Ranma watched, and walked a few steps from the girl before glancing to him. "I'll be over there if anyone needs me," she said icily, and stalked away to another corner of the broken cavern to stare out through a shattered wall. "Hello," Herb's sister said, in a much less formal voice than the one she'd used before. She stepped up before Ranma and inclined her head slightly in a mild gesture of greeting, the expression on her face almost shy. "I am Wiyeed of the Musk, also Highest One of the Daughers of the Night. I'm also Herb's sister, but I suppose you already know that now." "Yeah," Ranma said, strangely uncomfortable. In the distance, he heard the sound of Herb apparently blasting Mint and Lime again. "Uhh... what's going on, exactly?" "How old are you?" she asked, as if she hadn't heard him. Ranma blinked. "Uhh... sixteen. I'll be seventeen pretty soon." "You're younger than me," she said contemplatively. "I've never met a man who was younger than me. Herb's the same age, and father and Rogen are much older." She smiled brightly at him. Ranma saw the slightest flash of pointed teeth at the edges of her delicate lips. "You're very handsome." She blushed and looked at her feet. "I wasn't supposed to say that, was I? I don't think you are when you meet men. I haven't met too many men." "Yeah," Ranma said, trying to be polite despite his rising embarassment. "Uhh... who are the Daughters of the Night, anyway?" Wiyeed seemed to snap to attention, assuming the formality she'd had before. "We serve the Lady." "Huh?" Wiyeed smiled again, in seeming apology. "You have met her kin. The Daughters of the Night serve the third of the powers that rule the waters." "A third dragon?" Ranma asked quietly. She nodded, and now there was a strange distance in her eyes. "The youngest and fairest and most terrible. We call her the Lady, though she has many names." "Names?" "Too many to number in this time," Wiyeed said enigmatically. "My brother and I came here to accompany you when you go before her." She glanced back to where Kima stood, tall and still as she stared off into the distance at the shattered edge of the cavern. "We were told that you would come alone." "I think maybe I should have," Ranma muttered. Wiyeed gathered up her hair in one hand and draped it over her shoulder, then pulled the hood of her cloak up over her head and fastened it around her neck. "The Lady showed me how you aided the Phoenix in their time of trial." "How'd she do that?" Ranma asked, blinking. Almost absently, she began to pull the long white hair that hung over her shoulder into a loose braid. "She aided you and your companions as much she could. She brought you to She Who Must Not Wake quicker than you could have ever gotten there otherwise." "I see," Ranma said. He could still hear the occasional yelp from Mint and Lime as Herb disciplined them. "So... how long will it take us to get there?" Wiyeed shrugged. "I can bring us there instantly with your help, Lord of Waters." Ranma pushed his hanging bangs back out of his eyes with one hand. "You called me that before. Why?" "It is the name the Dragon Tribe gave you when our seers spoke of your coming in the time long past," Wiyeed answered. "Dragon Tribe?" She pulled the loose braid a little tighter, and left it hanging over her shoulder as she dropped a hand to her waist and almost unconsciously caressed the moonstone pommel of the dagger on her belt. "One of the three great tribes that lived in the Valley of the Waters before the coming of the Ravager. The Dragon Tribe, the Phoenix Tribe, and the Water Tribe. The last remnants of the Water Tribe are the Joketsuzoku. The Dragon Tribe were ruled by lords and ladies of I and my brother's bloodline, until they were broken fourteen centuries ago. What little is left of them are called the Musk Dynasty." "Why did Kima call your brother what she did?" Ranma asked. The word echoed through his head in the same acid tone she had used: childkiller. "A long story," Wiyeed said softly, looking away from him. "I will tell you later, if you wish." "Yeah," Ranma said. "I'd like that." He saw too late the flash of eagerness beneath the rather formal mask she had adopted, and realized he should have chosen his words more carefully. "Uhh..." "We can talk later," she said, laying a hand on his shoulder and smiling prettily. Walking past him, she raised her voice and called out to Herb. "Brother!" Herb looked up from where he was yelling at the cringing Mint and Lime. Turning his back on them as if they were no longer worthy of his attention, he strode across the cavern floor with his two bodyguards trailing fawningly in his wake. "Idiots," Ranma heard him mutter under his breath as he came to stand near the drained basin of the Phoenix Tap with them. "You were supposed to stay behind." "Rogen just said we weren't supposed to open the door until he came and got us," Mint said sourly, kicking at a loose stone on the ground. Lime nodded and looked proud of himself. "So I walked through the wall. How could you come on another adventure where there might be girls without us?" Mint looked past Herb to Wiyeed. "Hey Herb, that girl looks just like you did when you had breasts." Ranma snickered, then looked away from Wiyeed when she turned her head to stare at him. Herb slapped Mint across the back of the head. "She's my sister, you fool." "Sister?" Lime said. "Is that the kind of girl you have a baby with?" "No, that's a wife," Mint interjected. "Can your sister be your wife too, Herb?" "SHUT UP!" Herb roared, turning on the two. "Go and sit over there," he gestured at the Dragon Tap, "and don't say anything. Don't move. Don't breathe more than you have to." Mint opened his mouth, then closed it, and turned away, his shoulders slumping as he walked off with Lime. "You shouldn't yell at them so much," Wiyeed said quietly. "Yelling won't make them behave any better. Probably the opposite, in fact." Herb spun around and glared at his sister. "Don't tell me what to do, woman," he snapped. "Herb." Ranma's ears perked up at the heavy sense of command that layered Wiyeed's voice as she said her brother's name. Herb did an almost exact impression of Mint, opening his mouth and then closing it. He hung his head slightly and clenched a fist at his side. "Forgive me, sister. I should not speak to you in such a way." "You're right," Wiyeed said quietly. "You shouldn't." She glanced to Ranma and smiled, her face softening. "I only found out I had a brother a few weeks ago. He only found out about me this morning." "It has been a day of surprises," Herb declared wearily. "Interesting family relationship you two have," Ranma murmured to himself, staring at the ground. He raised his head and looked from brother to sister. "What now? You said you could take us there quickly with my help." Wiyeed nodded. "The waters will obey you. They know you. I shall do the rest." Ranma nodded, then turned and walked across the cavern to where Kima stood. "Kima?" She looked back at him, her arms crossed and shoulders held imperiously high. "What?" "I'm going with them now," he said. "You don't have to come along any further than this if you don't want to." Kima stared out through the opening in the cavern wall at the river winding between the sparse trees, through a rocky valley that cut through the mountainous land to the east. From this height, they could dimly make out the dip of land that held Jusenkyou, see the tiny pools a mile away, pinpoints in the land like stars in the sky. "No," she said finally. "I'll come with you. I must represent my people's interests in this." "Is that the only reason you came along?" She looked back at him, saying nothing, and then walked past him towards where Herb and Wiyeed stood. Ranma stood in silent thought for a moment, and then hurried after her. "I greet you in the name of the Phoenix Tribe," Kima said with formal stiffness as she approached the siblings. "And in the name of King Samofere of Phoenix Mountain. Forgive my rudeness of before." "Nothing need be forgiven," Wiyeed said with equal formality. "It has been a long time since there was contact between our people and the Tribe of the Phoenix. We greet you in the name of our father, Kammael of the Dragon Tribe, Lord of the Clan of Musk." Beside his sister, Herb nodded his silent assent, one hand cupping his angular chin as he regarded Kima with flat crimson eyes. "I believe we hold certain interests in common," Kima said, seeming to relax slightly. "There is a power massing its forces against Jusenkyou. It has already taken the life of Saffron, who was my king." Ranma's ear caught the faintest edge of a tremble in her voice as she said the dead king's name, and felt a sadness rise in him for Kima and her great loyalty. "The Dark is rising," Wiyeed said in a soft voice. "It comes in a hundred shapes and it hides where the light cannot reach it. We look to without for it, never realizing that it can come as easily from within." Ranma was not sure, but he thought he saw Wiyeed's eyes fall to her silent brother for a moment. Hesitantly, he spoke. "What can you tell us about what we face?" Wiyeed stroked a nervous hand across the long braid of white hair that fell over one shoulder and across her chest. "I will tell you what I can in due time. The Daughters of the Night know much of the history of the Valley of the Waters." Then, to Ranma's surprise, Herb spoke, his voice soft. "And we of the Musk have our own stories to tell." Wiyeed picked up as her brother finished. "And the Lady, of course, knows many, many things." Herb turned slightly, cape flourishing. "Mint! Lime!" The two boys looked up from where they had been sitting against the Dragon Tap with unhappy looks on their faces, but did not speak. Herb beckoned them with his hand. "Come on." They stood up and wandered over, faces brightening. "Does this mean you forgive us, Master Herb?" Lime asked eagerly. Herb looked at him flatly and said nothing, until Lime's face quirked sadly and he looked at the ground, appearing like nothing so much as scolded child. Mint was staring intently at Kima. "I didn't realize that some girls got wings as well as--" "Quiet," Herb said warningly, and Mint shut his mouth. Wiyeed jumped up onto the marble lip of the huge basin, the delicately walked down the short flight of steps that led to the inside. "We must all be inside the basin," she said quietly. Gathered moments later in the centre of the immense stone tub, the six of them stood in a rough circle. Ranma saw that the basin was cracked and strewn with rubble and pieces of Saffron's eggshell that hadn't been washed away when the cavern had flooded. He glanced up at the Phoenix Tap, bound together at the neck by the hardened crystalline threads that had been part of Saffron's transformation. "How do we do this?" "Call the water," Wiyeed said from where she stood beside him. "Bring it from below." Ranma nodded and closed his eyes. After a moment, he opened them. "How, exactly?" Wiyeed sighed and stepped in front of him. "Put your hands in mine." "Is that really necessary?" She didn't respond, simply reached out and grabbed his hands in hers with surprising strength. "Close your eyes." Ranma did so, unconsciously enfolding her smaller hands in his. "Yeah." "Call to her," he heard Wiyeed whisper, only to him, her voice soft like the breeze on the shore. "Call to her. You know her, have always known her, will always know her." Her hands were warm in his. He felt something like a spark leap between them. Through his slippers, the cool of the stone beneath his feet seemed to reach up and draw him into it, as if he were sinking, falling low into the depths of the mountain, down the thousands of feet, that he might stand again before the bound and broken Lady of Jusenkyou. "Call," Wiyeed said, voice of the ocean, of the sea, stroking across the surface of his mind. And Ranma called, knowing the water, becoming the water, the water that flowed below under his feet. He felt it, the ancientness of it, the endless cycle as it flowed to ocean and to rain and again to rivers and again to the water under the earth. Untold years, the long fall of century and millenia, carving out rushing channels through the earth, and mountains rose and fell and still the water flowed, and they sunk wells to tap it, and still the water flowed, and call, call, call, the liquidrushing waterfall risingrising. There was a trembling, a shaking of the earth, and a hissing sound. Ranma opened his eyes as water began again to pour from the mouth of the Phoenix Tap, splashing into the basin and beginning slowly to fill it. Pieces of rainbow-coloured shell began to float upon the rising tide, glimmering with crystal drops of water on their bright surfaces. Ranma looked around from face to face, Wiyeed standing before him with a smile, Herb's cold eyes, Mint and Lime's confusion, Kima's mask, and then they were falling, all of them falling, falling down into the sea, as if the depth of the basin and the waters reached somehow to the centre of the earth, and the dark ocean closed over his head, like a lover's sweet embrace. ********** First of all, there is a place where there is no light. The place has no definition. It is huge. It is tiny. It is both of these at once. But now there is space, and definition. A small room. Still without light. The room could be stone. Yes, let it be stone. And still there shall be no light. Let there be stone, and let there be no light, and let there be the feel of many eyes upon the boy in the room, as he opens his own eyes to the absence of the light. His name, in this time, in this place, is Ranma Saotome. Let him reach out in the darkness, unable to see where his hand is moving. Let his hand brush across the stone floor until his hand finds a body that is not his. "Who's there?" his voice shall say. "Kima?" And another voice shall answer. "Wiyeed." And a hand will clasp tightly around his searching one, and the second voice will speak again. "I think something went wrong." And now, let a third voice answer from all around in the darkness, a voice as vast as all creation, cruel and cold and patient as time. OH YES, LITTLE ONES it will say in ringing tones like the tolling of a thousand iron bells. SOMETHING WENT VERY, VERY WRONG INDEED. And let there be laughter now, laughter now, and still no light, no light in any, any place.