Of all the gentlemen that comprise Eyrie Productions, the most visible is the man known as MegaZone. He moderates the fanfic panels at Anime Expo. He ran the Usenet anime fanfic newsgroup. He is part of the heart and soul that makes up Eyrie Productions. In fact, if it were not for MegaZone (or Zoner) Eyrie Productions may have turned out very different, indeed.
Q: First of all, how did you get into anime?
MegaZone:
Well, I got into anime when I picked up a copy of Robotech Art 1. There
is a section in the back about anime and that's when I first became aware of
anime as a separate thing.
Retroactively I'd enjoyed "Starblazers" quite a bit when young, and "Battle of the Planets" (BotP) when even younger... Starblazers I can still enjoy, BotP makes me cringe now. I hope someone someday brings over the original "Gatchaman" and does a good job on it.
And, of course, "Robotech" was a big deal for me - which is why I was buying
that art book. <grin>
Q: What did you like about Robotech? Who were your favorite characters?
MegaZone:
The animation was of a generally higher quality that most of the stuff on US
TV. It has continuity - unlike most other animated shows which were purely episodic, except for the occasional multi-parter. People DIE. I mean, that was incredible. We have G.I. Joe with bombs and planes being blown up and all that shit - yet no one ever dies. They have precognitive ejection seats - they punch out just before the explosion. That was always stupid. Even in live action we had the A-Team doing rock and roll with automatic weapons and people didn't even get hit, let alone die. And then we have Robotech where even a main heroic character can die. I thought that was incredible - it showed a
lot more intelligence than other shows and more respect for the audience.
Rick Hunter was probably my favorite character, although Max and Myria might
qualify too. It has been so long it is hard to remember which characters I
really dug the most.
Q: Second, how did you get into fanfic?
MegaZone:
While I wrote some fiction on my own some years before college I would never
admit to any of it being mine. BAD.
Q: What kind of stuff did you used to write?
MegaZone:
Crap. I wrote utter crap. Generally with some wanna-be sci-fi angle. It
isn't even worth mentioning. Probably the worst stuff I've ever seen, and
I've seen a lot.
"Undocumented Features 1" was really my first project. Pretty simple really. Two years before Gryphon came to WPI his friend Joe "Thag" Martin was at WPI. We were frosh together and I got him into anime via my burgeoning collection. Thag told Gryphon that he needed to look me up when he got to WPI. So he did, and he got hooked on anime in the same way. WPI also had an anime art FTP archive started by a Dave Shea, but he graduated my freshman year I think. Anyway, I'd started collecting things and passing them to him to archive, and over time I took over the archive and became the maintainer when he left. When
the first fanfic appeared - "Big Bang", "The Ballad of Lord Robin",
"Experiment-101e" - I created a space in the archive for them. Hence the first Internet anime fanfic archive was created. (This later became the archive for RAAC [rec.arts.anime.creative] and it lives on today in that form.)
Ok, we'll come back to this thread... ReRob was also a frosh my frosh year, and we'd seen each other on and off.
I don't think we really got to know each other much until or sophomore years
though. We moved in the same circles of friends. It was our sophomore year
that he wrote a fun little tale called "The Wizard of WACCC" - WACCC was
the computing center at WPI. This only existed in hardcopy until recently,
but a friend of ours OCR'd it and we have it electronically now. We really
should put it up on www.eyrie-productions.com...
Anyway, the HoloDECStation 31000 was created by ReRob for that story, as well
as some of the other elements used in the original UF. (WPI's main UNIX
workstations at the time were DECStation 3100s.) I'm not sure when Gryph
read Wiz, but when he came to WPI it was my 3rd year and ReRob was one of my
apartmentmates. ReRob was also into anime a bit (hard not to be with me
always watching it I guess) and more so into Robotech.
Gryphon got the idea to write a [Dirty Pair] story. I think at the time he'd seen some untranslated tapes of DP OAVs and TV that I have, seen some fan scripts online (I also kept those in my archive), and several .gifs that were in my archive.
For his first pass he decided to do something light using WPI, and I think
that's how ReRob got involved - using things from the Wizard.
They got stuck on some things and asked me to give them a hand with some
conceptualization and characterization. So I trudged up to Gryphon's dorm
room with them and looked at what they had, and started making suggestions.
Before I knew it I was like "No, not like that... Oh, let me type." And I
started writing.
And that's how I got sucked into UF, and what became Eyrie Productions.
And how Gryphon became my best friend.
Q: What was it like when the first UF stories came out?
MegaZone:
Different.
Q:
Could you be a little more specific?
MegaZone:
Well - different. It is hard to describe it. Everything was different. No
web, commercial anime had just started appearing in the US, there was just
rec.arts.anime... AnimeCon 91 had just happened, A-Kon had been running for
what, 2 years, but we hadn't heard of it yet since it was still very small.
If you wanted to watch something you generally had raw Japanese and some
script done by a fan, usually someone doing it as a learning exercise so it
wasn't exactly professional quality. (Michael House is the major exception
that I recall, he did some great scripts and went pro later.) Or perhaps
no even scripts but a summary. And sometimes not even that - you just had
to try and figure it out.
Fansubs were rare. There just weren't as many people doing them, least not
that I ever found, and [these] "distributors" didn't exist. And, again, this
is before the web so people didn't have websites with their wares.
If you wanted to find something it was FTP, Gopher, and Archie. I don't know
if you date back to that point, but they weren't the most user-friendly tools
ever created - though I managed to be quite proficient with them. Use
anything enough and you can get good at it. Fortunately, in a way, there
were so few anime FTP sites that one could search them all manually if you
had to.
The online community was MUCH tighter, because there were far fewer people.
This is again before AOL, Prodigy, Compuserve, etc. connected to the Internet.
So it was mainly college people - students, faculty, etc, and the handful of
people working for companies that were connected to the net for research and
the like. I think the first couple of commercial ISPs (The World,
world.std.com is the first commercial ISP) were running. But the 'net was
still fairly homogenous - lots of techie types, because why would a non-
techie bother? There was no e-commerce, no websites, no MP3s, etc. Email
was still pretty much a shell command thing. Yes, primitive by today's
standards. <grin>
So the environment into which UF was released was markedly different from
the environment today. It isn't easy to describe just how and why, but the
changes in demographics and technology also triggered a change in the culture.
Q:
Once UF was over, what made you decide to continue writing together?
MegaZone:
UF isn't over; it will probably never be over unless we're dead or just get
totally sick of writing. If you mean why did we write more after UF1 - well, for me there were a few
reasons.
- I was blown away by the fan mail we got and people really wanted to see
more. Entertaining people is a good thing, IMHO, so I wanted to keep going.
- Writing with Gryphon and ReRob was just plain fun. I enjoyed it, so why
stop?
- Working on UF1 did something to my brain. Because of some rather nasty
crap from my earlier years I'd pretty much locked down my creativity. It
came back to me when I worked on UF1 and suddenly I started having all kinds
of ideas for things. Working on UF1 also got me into writing some poetry
(a habit I've regretfully fallen out of it seems), writing a regular column
for the school paper, working on the campus literary magazine, etc. It was a side of my personality that had been dormant for too long.
Q:
Is this the same "nasty crap" referred to in UF2?
MegaZone:
Um, some of it. Pretty much anything that my character refers to Pre-UF
is true. I'd not always put it the same way today as I did then. But I
also never put everything into writing in the stories.
Q:
What, in your opinion, is a "gweep"?
MegaZone:
[From the Jargon Dictionary]
gweep /gweep/
[WPI] 1. v. To
hack, usually at night.
At WPI, from 1975 onwards, one who gweeped could often be found at
the College Computing Center punching cards or crashing the
PDP-10 or, later, the DEC-20. A correspondent who was there at
the time opines that the term was originally onomatopoetic,
describing the keyclick sound of the Datapoint terminals long
connected to the PDP-10. The term has survived the demise of those
technologies, however, and was still alive in early 1999. "I'm
going to go gweep for a while. See you in the morning." "I gweep
from 8 PM till 3 AM during the week." 2. n. One who habitually
gweeps in sense 1; a
hacker. "He's a hard-core gweep,
mumbles code in his sleep."
In some cases, more particularly members of GweepCo:
http://www.gweep.net
Q:
If you still had the time/energy to change some of the stuff you've
written, what would you change and why?
MegaZone:
Christ, don't go there...
UF1 - the tone used in UF1 bugs the hell out of me now, has for a while,
because I think it clashes with what we eventually did with the universe.
If I'd've known we were going to make an ongoing series out of it, I would
have done a lot differently I think.
The original "Hopelessly Lost" stories are weak in parts. I like them to be
sure, and am happy that we're working on HL again, but some of the foundations
could stand to be replaced I think.
But hey, I think most writers are their own worst critics. Good ones anyway.
Frankly most of the stuff I wrote in past years I look at now and wish I'd
done something differently.
Q:
What do you read on a regular basis, both fanfiction and non-fan
fiction?
MegaZone:
I don't read fanfiction. Aside from Eyrie fiction I don't think I've read
any fanfic in a few years. I just don't have the time I used to. I have a
stack of real books sitting in my room that I still want to read, and when I
do have time I'd rather work on my own fic.
Plus I really got kinda burned out on fanfic when I was moderating
RAAS.
Frankly most fanfic isn't very good. And I really, really think Ranma is
crap - so all the Ranma fanfic totally turned me off. I can't stand Ranma
or "Urusei Yatsura" in the original form, and the fanfic I saw was generally terrible. (What is it about Ranma that makes everyone think they can pump out fic? I mean, I know the show is so brain dead, but still...)
Non-fanfiction - well, mostly non-fiction. Most of my reading tends to be
technical books for work, or for play - I'm a geek. So I buy a lot of
O'Reilly books. I also read a lot of magazines - Popular Science, Popular
Mechanics, Smithsonian, Air & Space / Smithsonian, Aviation Week, MIT's
Technology Review, Science and Invention, Flight Journal, Wired, and various
trade rags like Inter@active Week, Info World, Web Techniques, etc I really
do quite a bit of reading, just not a lot of books. <wink>
I'm reading a book on the history of the Lockheed C-130 Hercules both for
fun (I'm an aviation fan) and as research since my character in Warrior's
Legacy flies one. I have another book on the C-130 after that.
For fiction I read Stephen King, Tom Clancy, Dale Brown, Stephen Coonts,
William Gibson, Neal Stephenson... I picked up "The Cryptonomicon" by
Stephenson but haven't gotten to it, same with the latest Clancy paperback.
Sometimes a friend, like Gryphon, will toss a book my way saying I should
read it. The 'World War' series (or was that Worlds War? shrug) was great, "Exegesis" by Astro Teller kicks all the ass.
Q:
Again, in your opinion, what work of your own do you consider to
be the best?
MegaZone:
I think I'm happiest with the work I've done on Neon Exodus Evangelion
{NXE). But then, that's the most recent work I've done really. It is hard to be objective; the UF Exile story "Heartbreak" has always been special to me, but that's probably because of real world ties involved in the writing of the story.
Q:
How hard or easy was it for you to write it?
MegaZone:
Oh, that was easy to write. It isn't very long, and, frankly, the writing
in it really isn't my best. It was writing primarily in anger and
frustration.
Short version--I fell for a woman at a summer job I had, but she ended up
going with another guy who worked there who I felt was kinda smarmy. He
rubbed my nose in it a little (he knew I was after her too) and I got pissed
off. The names of the woman in the story and the lead male villain are
anagrams of their real names. Since I had to work with them (ironically I
quit not long after for other reasons--didn't care for the job) I didn't
want to cause a confrontation that would make life harder at work, so I
vented by writing a story where I not only get the girl, but kill them both.
shrug It worked, I felt better. And I liked the emotional tone in the
story that resulted. Though, looking back on it, it is a bit forced in
places to fit the plot points I went in seeking to write.
Q:
What work of others in Eyrie do you consider to be the best?
MegaZone:
I think Gryphon is the best writer in the group, hands down. And he keeps
it all together really.
Q:
Are any other fanfics out there by other authors you like, which of those
works do you consider to be the best?
MegaZone:
Actually my exception to not reading much fanfic is that I periodically
check on what Ryan Matthews and Larry Mann (outside of Eyrie) are up to.
I think those first three - Ryan's "Big Bang" and "Ballad of Lord Robin", and Larry's "Experiment 101e" - are still up there as some of the best.
Q:
Going onto RAAC... what was it like in the early days of the RAAC archive
and how did it compare to the "modern" version (just before you quit as moderator in 1996)?
MegaZone:
Well, comparing it to just before I quit - it was just larger. When I ran
it, it was always an FTP archive. I resigned just as the web was really
starting to catch on, so I'd've ended up with a web interface, as it has
now, but at the time it was FTP. (By web I mean HTTP of course, I know it
isn't accurate but I've been corrupted I guess - "web" is really supposed
to encompass FTP, HTTP, Telnet, etc.) But I set the architecture down very
early on. At first it was flat--one directory for fiction. But that does
not scale as more stories appear, so I set up a hierarchy for series, and
sub-hierarchies for longer stories. My rule of thumb was always "3"--if a
series got three fics, it got a directory. If a particular fic got three volumes, it got a subdirectory. Similar rules of thumb are in place today.
I originally did use [a period] for a delimiter, but I decided I didn't like that between all the words, and started using [the period] to delimit hierarchies and [a dash] for words. Say there was a story based in Ranma, part of a series called "Life at the Pools", and this story was "Swim Ranma!" (Ok, I'm being silly.)
I'd originally have called it something like:
ranma.life.pools.swim.ranma
But I changed to:
ranma.life-pools.swim-ranma
Which makes more sense structurally, the periods delimit hierarchy.
It is a Ranma story, part of the "Life at the Pools" series, and it is called
"Swim Ranma". (I'd drop "unimportant" words to keep the file names from
being too long.)
Organizationally it didn't change much--it just kept growing with more
stories and directories being added.
Q:
What are you currently working on right now?
MegaZone:
NXE movie. Warrior's Legacy 5 is kinda waiting on me, and Hopelessly Lost 5
definitely is. I also have a UF exile story called "Crash and Burn" that I
have been noodling on for like five years. I really, really like it, but Ben
seems to hate it more and more. But this is one I really mean to finish
someday because I have to, it isn't something I can drop. And he should
understand that if anyone can. It is one of those things that isn't going to
leave me alone until I find a way to finish it and release it. Twilight is kinda on hold pending some connected material.
Q:
Is there anything you haven't done in terms of fanfic or writing
that you've always wanted to do, but never got around to it?
MegaZone:
I have a UF Exile arc for my character that first popped into my head in
the summer of 1994. I wrote some of it then, but it SUCKED. It came off like
some poor knock-off of The Crow. Probably because I'd watched the movie a lot
and had the soundtrack with me (I was in France that summer). So I deleted it.
But it is another one of those things that has been bouncing around my head
ever since, very slowly falling into place. The problem is, I'm not very
prolific. Writing isn't all that easy for me most of the time. So I'm a lot
slower than Ben, and I can't just sit down and write like he does. If I'm
not in the right frame of mind, then I'm not in the right frame of mind and
that's that. I've never been able to force myself to get my head into a
story if I wasn't ready, and when I've forced myself to write things when I
wasn't fully in the headspace I don't think I've done my best. I've had to
do that because of the NXE release schedule a few times. Ben seems to write
all the time, I can't. Since I have commitments on stories I share with
others - NXE, WL, HL - I don't know if I'll have the time to work on that
story arc. Since when I do get into the mood where I can write I feel the
pressure to write for one of those, since other people are waiting on me.
So my own work stays on the shelf. That's one of the things that has kept
"Crash and Burn" from being finished. I tried to work on it recently, but had
to work on NXE. That WILL be finished, if only because it is well along.
But I'm kind of reluctant to start what is, in my mind, a three story arc, when
I don't know if I'll ever be able to finish it.
This is part of the reason I have always pushed to finish HL and turn off
the lights. Ben can keep a number of universes alive in his head - I can't
cope with as many. Two or three is about my limit for really keeping on top of
things. UF is always one of those, so if I'm working on NXE it is hard to
say keep WL and HL and GW perking. So I'd like to finish what we planned
for HL, and then I can close that universe in my mind. I'm looking forward
to NXE being over too, for the same reason. At this point I'd rather not
start any more open ended universes. WL has planned closure, but it is years
away at our current pace so it may as well be open ended for now.
We're talking about a BGC2040 universe, which I really like so far (the
concept we have - and no, I won't discuss it at all at this point) but I'm
a little torn by it, since it is starting something else. I think we need
to finish HL FIRST at the very least. Having two alternate BGC universes
would be too much for me.
Q:
Going onto the fanfic panels you moderate. Why do you feel there's a need
for fanfic panels?
MegaZone:
Well, primarily they are fun. It is nice to meet your audience and hear
from them directly from time to time. A lot more personal than email.
And there are people looking to get into fanfic and it gives them a chance
to address a panel of writers and hear their advice and the kinds of things
they go through. Even as a fairly well established fanfic author, it is
interesting to hear from other authors on the panel.
There are also the people who are just curious and want to ask questions
about why we do something, or what the inspiration was, etc.
I don't think I'd call it a need--people can do without them. Food and
water are needs. I think it is more a desire to have them, a want. It is
a social gathering between artists and audience, a chance to interact and
find out that most of the authors are really just like the people on the
other side of the table.
Q:
I talked to a couple female fanfic writers who expounded on why they write
fanfic. Why do you write fanfic?
MegaZone:
Believe it or not, despite all the hard work it can be, for the fun. I enjoy
it, and like working with the others in Eyrie. It is a social thing. There
is also a personal sense of accomplishment when you have created a story. It
is nice to be able to put "The End" on something--even figuratively and to
be satisfied with what you see.
I could stop writing without it being too upsetting. Sometimes I've had to
because I've been so busy. But I'd want to close the open projects first, I
can't stand leaving things unfinished unless I plan to finish them at some
point.
Q:
What anime series have you seen that you would never want to see Eyrie
get a hold of and tweak?
MegaZone:
There are no sacred cows. To me everything and anything is fair game. The
only reason I wouldn't want to work on a series personally is because I don't
like it. Ranma is high on my list, I can't stand it, yuck. UY is right up
there too. You aren't likely to see a lot of Takahashi stuff in our works.
Then there are the anime that are just plain bad-"Sins of the Sisters",
"Violence Jack", etc. If it sucks we're not likely to use it. <grin>
On the other hand, the more I like a series the more tempted I am to use
things from it. Though some series don't lend themselves to it as
readily. I really dig "Serial Experiments Lain", but so far I have no ideas
for using it. Maybe down the road...
Sometimes we just use it as in-jokes, someone will be named Lain. Or maybe
I'll have someone going off for an evening to watch the Battle Athletes
competition, etc. Little things like that.
Q:
As you probably already know, DJ Croft, from your "Neon Exodus
Evangelion" was voted Worst New Character in the 1999 Chicken
Ball Awards. What is your personal reply to that?
MegaZone:
First of all, as Redneck pointed out, DJ wasn't even eligible for the
voting. He first appeared in public prior to their cutoff date for
the voting.
I wasn't part of the email exchange between Ben and the Chicken Ball people, but
he says he was asked if they could use DJ and if he wanted to write a
segment, and he said no. In that case the use of DJ is completely
inappropriate. If you ask someone and they say no, then you have no
excuse for proceeding anyway. If you are going to do that, don't
bother asking. It is an insult to be asked and then to be ignored
because you didn't give the answer they wanted.
Personally I never cared for this kind silly award, so I tend to
ignore them. "Voting" on USEnet is a farce; I learned about the CB
awards because I saw a post from someone campaigning to get votes for
DJ. How balanced is that? People are out telling others to vote,
whether or not they've read the story. That's not going to skew the
results at all, right? So the claims of "This is what the masses
voted therefore it is sacred" is just so much bullshit.
You get a couple of vocal people to herd the sheep and you can tip
most any vote. I've done it. I've watched others do it. It isn't
hard.
On top of everything else, it was a poor effort. I read over the
awards and felt they were poorly written. It wasn't even a good
satire. If you are going to do something like that I think there
should at least be some real effort put into it. It looked like a
slap-dash rush job to me, pieces that didn't fit, lack of a single
narrative tone, etc.
No one has to like everything, and that's fine. But this kind of poor
excuse for an attempt at humor is just lame. At least many of the
people who do MSTs make a real effort to make them funny and keep the
MST spirit.
Q:
If you had to give some advice to people who are just starting out in
fanfic, what would it be?
MegaZone:
Spellcheck. Spellcheck. Spellcheck. (Ironically I don't spellcheck most of
my email, so I may have typos in this message--but I do for fic.) You
may not catch everything, but it is an improvement.
Proofread your work. Give it time to settle then go back and proofread it.
I mean really read it - no skimming. Proofreading is dull and tedious, but
any good author will do it. Again, you're going to miss things, but you
will catch some.
Try to have others proof your work too. Working in a writing group makes that
so much easier, but even if you write alone take advantage of the FFML or
other resources, or solicit for your own personal proof readers - bug friends
or something - and have them check your work. And be prepared to accept
their input, it only works when you listen. Other people are more likely to
catch something since you know what you meant to write, even if you wrote
something else. Or perhaps that clever turn of phrase you are so proud of is
just confusing to anyone else who isn't in on what you were thinking.
Learn to format. 80 columns, max. There will be disagreements on style.
Personally in a story I hate space between paragraphs. Paragraphs should be
indented. Space left for scene breaks. Two spaces between sentences.
Some people like block format - no indents, space between each paragraph. But pick something decent and stick with it.
Listen to criticism. Yeah, ignore the assholes, the "You suck! Why don't
you die!" crowd. But at least listen to people when they comment on format,
style, etc. That doesn't mean do what they say. Many, many people write to
us trying to get us to change a story to be more like what they want, and
we don't do that. They can write their own story for that. But we do read
what people send us, and it has caused us to tweak things when we can see
their point.
And practice. Your first fic probably isn't going to be stellar. It takes
time to develop your own style and to get comfortable with it. That will
come with more writing and experience.
[And] BTW, as a trivial fact, last week I legally changed my name to MegaZone.
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